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There’s a Voice Within My Head

This is by far the darkest of the three recently posted poems, ending on a bitter note instead of a positive one and covering a much darker topic than growing up. I feel it fitting to assure you that this is not my current mental state but is instead the result of the way things were for me a little while ago. Please Enjoy

There’s a voice within my head, that I thought was dead and gone.

My friends, myself, my family, convinced me it was wrong.

For months a blessed silence as it wallowed in defeat

Until it woke again by saying “Do you deserve to eat?”

Now I’m spiraling out of control, the voice grows ever-louder

As more and more of my mind collapses underneath its power.

The river turned to quicksand, grasping at my feet. 

Destruction ever follows as it’s heart begins to beat.

Can I push it back to where it was before?

Pull myself out of the river back onto the shore?

Defense against the voice is strong

I cannot give an inch.

For if I do it is sure that victory it will cinch.

I need a hand that I can reach for, before my head sinks low

And I drown in the sand so deep down below

My friends surround me, I now know that I can count on them

“But wait,” the voice cries out again

“Will they be there in the end?”

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